LOST TIME

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I wanna sleep on the hard ground In the comfort of your arms

I don’t want you to keep your hands to yourself. But I do know where you are coming from cause I feel the same without you here and if I could change it I would but I can’t. But I hurt worse without you but I rather hurt than not have you in my life at all. And I can’t get you off my mind and I don’t know what to do I try to do thing but the littlest things remind me of you and that will not change.

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23 days

What is the point of admitting to wanting something you can never have?  So, if you really want to know I want you.  Which is something I can’t have.  If you want pacific things I want of you I can tell you that too.  I want your kisses the most.  Second your arms wrapped around me while I sleep.  Also your hugs.  Holding your hand is another main one.  And I think the one I dream about the most is wrapping my legs around you waist while making-out.  But these are all silly want cause I need to let go but I have not been able to so far.  So some night I stay awake writing stuff like this or I cry.  This is all hard for me to write and I could never say this even though I have wanted too for a while now.  And when we made that bet, that I lost cause I didn’t say what I wanted. So why am I telling this now you are probably asking.  The reason is cause I don’t want to think these things any more.  In a way I don’t but I know I need to because we have not been together for really and I still have not let go. I know I am so pitiful. Why so I can take the time and figure out what I need to do so I can be happy again and not just be putting on a fake smile. Yea cause every smile is fake unless I’m with you.

                So for now bye….