I don’t want you to keep your hands to yourself. But I do know where you are coming from cause I feel the same without you here and if I could change it I would but I can’t. But I hurt worse without you but I rather hurt than not have you in my life at all. And I can’t get you off my mind and I don’t know what to do I try to do thing but the littlest things remind me of you and that will not change.
What is the point of admitting to wanting something you can never have? So, if you really want to know I want you. Which is something I can’t have. If you want pacific things I want of you I can tell you that too. I want your kisses the most. Second your arms wrapped around me while I sleep. Also your hugs. Holding your hand is another main one. And I think the one I dream about the most is wrapping my legs around you waist while making-out. But these are all silly want cause I need to let go but I have not been able to so far. So some night I stay awake writing stuff like this or I cry. This is all hard for me to write and I could never say this even though I have wanted too for a while now. And when we made that bet, that I lost cause I didn’t say what I wanted. So why am I telling this now you are probably asking. The reason is cause I don’t want to think these things any more. In a way I don’t but I know I need to because we have not been together for really and I still have not let go. I know I am so pitiful. Why so I can take the time and figure out what I need to do so I can be happy again and not just be putting on a fake smile. Yea cause every smile is fake unless I’m with you.
So for now bye….
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